Trailblaze the New Era

  Had very revitalising meetings past weekend. Amidst alot of struggles I am facing, I also realise I am bound to face challenges in my journey of faith.  There has been so many inner struggles and self rationalisations, I am dealing with a mixed bag of emotions everyday.  What I needed was assurance through daimoku that things will be made right as long as I persevere with continued believe in the Gohonzon. I had a massive headache yesterday and noticed some kind of decline in my health (falling sick easily). I probably needed to restart my exercise routine and also review even more closely on my food choices.  There is so much to achieve, yet all in progress.  Let me strive for some victories so I can also encourage others. 

  I had a crazy week. It was quite emotional as we have lost a "yet to come to earth" family member. Whole family was grieving and I can only do my part in assuring and encouraging them.  Sometimes, life just hits in the way that you did not plan for.  The only way is to keep your chin up, and continue to move forward with the highest life force.  Work has been hectic as well, as I have been engaged in calls many hours daily to support a client. It was mentally draining and it has taken a toll on me. I had headaches the past few days, and was not able to sleep well.  I was super frustrated as I felt that I had less and less control over my life and the things I wanted to do. I felt that many things I am doing or intend to do had to be "approved" by people around me and I need to seriously get myself out of this rut. I may be overly concerned or thinking and I just had to push on.  I wonder if I should really pick up boxing/muay thai again as it is probably ...